安静了

有时候的我，十分享受孤单的滋味。

近来，我喜欢一个人坐在较偏远的位子，望向窗外发呆。

学校图书馆是我休息时段常去的地方。几个星期前，我在图书馆发现了一个蛮隐秘的位子。坐在那里，可以望向窗外的风景，又不容易被人发现，我可以好好地安静看书。

如果有一杯咖啡，那就更好了！

不到五分钟这种不切实际的想法很快就被我的理智给打倒了。虽然如此，我还是希望可以一个人坐在那里喝杯咖啡，望向窗外看风景，谢意极了。

抛开文泰，抛开晋文晋贤，抛开维伦，抛开一切烦恼，抛开一切我不想面对的人。我要的只是简简单单、安安稳稳的独处时刻。

然而，快乐时光很快就结束了。我又得面对一些我不想面对的人、事、物。

请你们放过我，好吗？我只想要平静的一个人。

平静，对我来说，难道是一种奢侈吗？

我不知道。

History

Well , history , Form 4 history. History was one of my favourite subjects before , but this year I really hate history. When I was junior standard , I got a very good history tuition teacher , Ms Lau. She is really good in teaching history. She always uses story or joke to teach us history. We could understand all the history stories in a short time. When I was Form 3 , I met a good history teacher again , she was Pn Jasbir , the head of history panel.She is an experienced teacher and good in teaching history , like Ms Lau too. Finally , I could get an A in my history when PMR. Without their teachings , I think I can't do that. But however , I am a Form 4 student now. Ms Lau never teaches me history anymore. She teaches account and economic at high school standard. There are no more tuition teachers could teach me history. Therefore , I decided to stop tuition history and study by myself. But I find that high school history is quiet hard. I have no more expert history teachers teach me history anymore. I think my history will fail in this mid-year exam. My Form 3 history teacher , Pn Jasbir said before , "High school history is really hard , I think all of you are difficult to get A in high school history so better you get A in your PMR history right now." Teacher , now I get it.